A whole new world

In reality,we might meet a lot of trouble and problem..
and sometime there is no way for us to restart,it doesn't work like our desktop or laptop,when it is hang or lag,we can just shut down n restart,and everything will be normal back as time pass..
I was wondering if life can just like my laptop,there is so much fantastic
but it just doesn't work that well..
There are different ways for us to mop out the sadness or walk out the darkness of life,But i really just cant find a way out right now~~
The weather getting darken now,and it is pretty cold at here..
the sky never have the stars and moon..It feels so lonely at here
I just cant wait to see the sun rise up again,your smile appear in front of me,watch the rainbow together with you..
It sounds so good like a whole new world for me
But,it always seem like just a dream in my life
U are so cruel~~is u take away my heart and now u gonna leave me alone in the life..
I am lost now..really lost my way in my life~~